Venting Some Anger - Tired of Restraint

[Rikken Omnious]

Ok my mental state has been on somewhat of a downhill slide since my dad left and im really really stressed at this point in My life. Heaven Help the guy who takes on this challenge for there will be no holding back once it begins.

I will be using Rikken

Im tired of this pointless existance and such am searching for an end to it. Those of you who know who I am on this Forum and IRL know what my current state of mind is. As I may of expressed it to few of you on this forum but as of late, I am sick of my mother always bitching about me and my failure as a lifeform. If anything you guys have to say will help me though this. Please say it. For this might be the very last time you here from me......ever...

At the end of this battle I shall consider the events and decide if it is even worth continuing. That is if any of you care............

[JUSTICE]

Idiot, of course people care.

You justify your own existence by choosing whether to listen to people like your mother.

The real world tends not to be as flash as this one, but friends make it all the more enjoyable. So I'll play if you want, but if you're looking to completely and utterly destroy some n00b or otherwise stuck-up insolent good for nothing wannabe a decent roleplayer prick, then I might just help you instead.

Busting egos is fun. >=D

[one wing angel]

ha if you live for what your family thinks and says about you then your right. i've been exactly where you are and ya know what i learned? everything is pointless so screw what people say and also live how you want you know that no one will ever really change your mind if you stop trying. life is only what you see it as if you think your worthless then you are if you think your life is worth living it is. but let me say this i don't know what kind of stuff your life has brought you but mine ain't no picnic either and everyday i wake up and say why am i getting up? but i do because there is a girl that i don't ever want to see cry because i did something stupid so i work through the hell that whatever the hell runs this world if anything.

[Rikken Omnious]

Beau you know exactly what to say.. With the battle.. I would actually like to battle you. I haven't had the chance to.....yet. It's up to you weather you accept this battle or not.. so i'll wait for your reply

[one wing angel]

if you mean me then pm me i have no problem proving whose hate is stronger

[Faint_Remnant]

You know who Rikken reminds me of in their younger days? F_A or xXxCloud or whatever it was. Always taking up so many battles, and eventually learning from them, amirite?

[bamak93]

OMG!! killing yourself isn't the answer! just vent your feelings. eventually, you'll feel better.

[Purple Feather]

Originally Posted by Faint_Remnant

You know who Rikken reminds me of in their younger days? F_A or xXxCloud or whatever it was. Always taking up so many battles, and eventually learning from them, amirite?

^.^ Experience is a very important aspect, is it not?

[Electropop]

I'll fight you.

I never hold back. Plus I know what your going through. >_> I hate my mother with black passion and would glady see her six feet under.

I shall be using Lightning.

[JUSTICE]

I've just realised that I'm very very busy with school at the moment Chris but don't worry, we will do battle one day, of that I can be certain.

Probably the holidays, so look forward to it.

[Rikken Omnious]

Beau your just saying that to get out of it... you know you would lose.. jokes,jokes.

Electropop your accepted.. post your temp and i'll post mine afterwards.

[Akans]

Rikken - don't give up man. There's always a light, no matter how deep. Just think. Is that something that you want to see finished before you leave this life? No matter how insignificant, it is important. And it seems like you have found something - this forum!
Don't worry man, you've got us. I don't know where i would be if it wasn't for...
I'll be watching this thread XD good luck dude

(I'm a noob RPer btw, so i'm going to gain some experience watching this XD)

[Electropop]

Um. Im not posting. You should know Lightning well enough if not look at a few past battles since Im so damn lazy. >: Enjoy please post opening post.

[Rikken Omnious]

IC: Rikken's shadowy image was resting on the wall at the end of the street. A small burning ember on the end on his cigarette gave him away. Really he had to quit soon it was starting to effect him. A cloth overcoat was thrown roughly over his body to hide the Alchemy markings but His face was unhidden. He was reading one of his old books that he had written about Alchemy and it's effects on people. He had surpassed THAT particular barrier thanks alot in part to Zetsumi and his necromancery abilites.

He closed the book the looked down the street A serious looking man was walking towards him. He had a sword in his hand. "You murderer!" he yelled as he thrusted the sword at him. Rikken sighed and bent sideways as the sword flashed past him. "Another who wants to die." The man stepped back and thrusted again this time aiming for Rikken's legs. He flipped upwards and landed on one hand. The sword missing his hand by inches. "Well that was a close one."

The man stepped back and thrusted again this time aiming for Rikken's chest. He bent in a C-like fashion as the sword missed again. "Looks like you luck has run out my good man." Rikken landed on his feet, slipped his hand into his coat and pulled out his own rapier. And with one strike sent flicked the sword out of the other man's hand and thrusted forward the Rapier hitting it's mark going right through the man and peircing his heart killing him instantly. The man fell to his knee blood now starting to pool in his mouth. Rikken turned the blade and stabbed deeper. The man's screams now drowned out by his own blood. "Shame really." Said Rikken as he removed the sword and put it back on his waist.

[Electropop]

"Did you know smoking isn’t good? It creat's lung cancer and may cause heart problems as well. Please vist the doctor before you light up again." Lightning walked out of the shadows. Her pink hair was in a ponytail but hair being hair some of the lose strains caught in the light wind. Her blue eyes might have been seen in the dark depending on the person who was fighting her. It just deepened.

She wanted the whole fighting scene before she entered into the whole smoking is bad statement. Poor person who know lay dead at her feet. The blood smell crashed upon her nose as she tried not to gag. Sighing she looked from the dead body to the man.

"You killing someone isn't a good idea even if it was a simple case of mistaken identity. Who is your master? For high god sakes think before you kill." With that said she cracked her neck. She felt a battle coming.