LongLiveLife
captain awesome

Dude where did you go?

BODIES EXHIBIT. THE LUXOR. LAS VEGAS. HOLY diddly AWESOME.


IF YOU EVER GETS A CHANCE ILL DOTTORE ZANE-KUN, diddlyING GOOOO.



(I'll admit it was a bit weird but it was also a very good learning experience in terms of actual human structures in 'real-time environment.' Basically, every specimen, and I mean EVERY SPECIMEN - is/was a human being, organ, tissue, cell, beforehand. Still, diddlying awesome it was. >:3)

2140, in fact!

SAT scores came back today...

Geewiz man, haven't talking to you in a while. What's been goin' on in your life?

I guess I'm of the few who coast against the grain of society and its habitual protocols.

that's unfortunate. here in california, we're pretty understanding and all, so i've never really known any homosexuals here who have had trouble coming out or acting as gay as they want!

it's just always kind of worried me. i think my mom might think i take for granted everything my parents do for me, but i realize that they kind of make my world turn. i like to think i'm very independent, but honestly, i'm really not. i depend a lot on them, so there's just always been a nagging thought in the back of my head that i'm going to diddly everything up when i'm alone. like i said, now that i'm older, that thought isn't really there as much, but i'm still pretty worried on moving out and being on my own.

thanks! i'm not actually applying to Duke, but that's just because i don't think i've got what it takes to get into big name schools like Duke, Yale, Stanford, Harvard, Brown, etc.

i felt pretty good about the latest test, so i'm hoping i did well. really pushing for that 2100.

i've never heard of that, but i'll definitely have to look into it because it sounds like a douchey thing they would do.

new to being gay? i thought it was one of those things you know for your entire life, though!

see, i don't know if i actually follow that pattern. ever since middle school, i've dreaded the idea of having to grow up and be on my own and do my own things by myself without help from my parents. it just all seemed so terrifying. i mean, now that i'm older and a bit more independent, it seems less of a big deal, but it's still a big deal nevertheless.

i'm almost done with the common app, and i started working on the UC app today. the CSU app apparently takes like 30 minutes to just hammer through, and you don't even need an essay, so that's no big deal. the longest part is the individual supplements that accompany the common app. :c

twice now. last score was a 1990, and now i'm hoping for a 2100, at least. we'll see how it all goes, though. i probably won't take it again, regardless. i plan on taking the act in november or december, though.

do gay men have gaydays...?

yeah, i'm not too excited about the growing up part, but i guess it's just what happens. they're coming along alright. i actually have only written for my USC supplement, but that's my top choice, so i put a lot of time into it. the applications for UCs and CSUs (california schools) came out saturday, but i took the SAT then and i was too tired to sort through apps, so...