The Inner Workings of a Possible Madman.

[Electropop]

Hmmm.. Yah know i can see where itt can hurt, But FL, She dosn't need to say you had a chance. She at the time had no clue that you liked her! I mean Time is right, Someone put her in her flipen place. =/

Again, Fudge her. >.>

[Hip-Hop]

It seems to me that this other personality was a facet of your emotions, so feeling depressed and whatnot might actually draw it back out. My suggestion, which is works 9 out of 10 times, is to write. draw. Do whatever it is that allows you to express yourself and get your feelings out, thus keep your other personality in a condemned state.

As far as friends go, I think everyone here knows that friends can come and go as can girls you like. But, life goes on. For example, my current situation. Recently, I got so angry at this one girl for leading me on that I nearly hit her right there in fourth period. Afterwards however, we both made up and apologized. She said that she did like me, but didn't want to date me because she is moving away at the end of the school year. Not caring, I asked her to our juinor prom. She said she'd think about it, and she'd have to her mom. Today, she comes to me and says that maybe I should go with one of my other female acquantances because none of them like her and they might get mad. I said I didn't care, but she insisted. Later I found that the reason she said that was because one of my BEST friend's had asked her to the prom behind my back and she had said yes. I have to admit, this is probably the maddest I have ever been in my entire life, but I know one thing. Life goes on, things pass, and this will too.

So, keep your head up my friend. I know all seems bad now, but it will get better. You just have to hold out.

[Nebula Zero]

She did have a clue actually. I told her I liked her after a conversation, and she told me she liked me back in response. I actually did have a chance. But like I said, I knew she had feelings for him even though she was single and I wanted to get closer to her. This whole thing lasted for like a few weeks, and thats when the depression kicked in and everything went downhill. So in a way it was sort of unintentional, but the feelings were real.

And you have a point D2L. Although my drawings and poems turn out to be really dark, it keeps him in his confined place in my sub conscious. Eh, Ill share one of them. Its supposed to be a sonnet, tell me if its the correct structure :S

The End - A Madman's Sonnet

O, how it came to this.
For a dawn ever unwanted.
For He has pillaged my bliss.
I am forever haunted.

With angels you must ascend,
Once a dying myrtle, now the martyr
Madness descends!
Love can go no farther.

This body is now a tomb
Screaming blasphemies from above
This dark deviance, the child of darkness's womb
My hands stained with the blood of a dove.

With parting words of malice, this burden to end.
For only in Heaven and Hell, can we be wed.


Yeah..I made this after the current events. >_>

[Archetype00x]

That was...one of the best I've read in a while.

I found that writing helped me through a period of great difficulty I was going through. It cleared my head, and helped me focus.

[Aly-chan]

Seems to me someone has to grow up. She can't really make you stay away from 'her' friends. :\ They're not a prize to be won or a toy to be played with. But oh well.

Well, sometimes who you want isn't the person you are made for. I had that happen to me once; I said I liked him but he simply said the way I look made him think twice. Then I changed ove rthe summer and he went head over heels for me. ^_^. All he did was make me feel worse about myself.

I think you shoudl let her go. If you think she's the weight bringing your world down, you HAVE to let that extra luggage go. Something terribly awful may happen in the future. Its not healthy to ask your friends to hate you. o_O

Do something that makes you happy. And like I said: Get a loyal friend. ;-;

Well, I have a problem with the fact she told you to stay away from her friends. What the hell? They're not...nvrmind. =D

I actually don't know what I would do in your situation. Sorry.

I am so sorry. I seem to be repeating myself, and not really helping. ;-;

~Aly

[Roody-Day]

Listen ayu, sis; He's not good enough for you, you're better than that.GOT ME?!