Originally Posted by pokepotterkhkids  I'm baaaaccckkk...
Lol. Crazy week, both at camp and here apparently. It was good. I SAW A MAGICAL SHOOTING STAR CHAAARRRLIE.
XD
I'm sorry, I just had to say that. It seems like alot has gone on tis week though. Now, I know nobody -no pun intended- gives a **** about my opinion, but I'm gonna go ahead and give it anyways. But first...
Lol. I remember that. I saw the name and was like "WTF!" lol... I was in a class full of 5 year olds 2. I was being an assistant teacher in Computers.
2 things.
1, is that THE drbanxon?
2, why do i feel like i know this Stephanie?
Amen to that bro. My family;s realllllly poor, but somehow -aka, the fear of a bored me... Lethal Weapons are unleashed on all when im bored- we've managed to scrape up enough money for about 1500+ books, a whole bunch of video games, 4 wii's, a ps3, 2 ps1s, a nes; 3 nintendo... somethings... something old, i forget what it it; 5 Ds's, 7 Ps2s, 2 gamecubes,3 xboxes, a 360, and more i cant remember... Yes, I know Im spoiled. When i joined the exiled, believe it or not, this is the first time in my life that nobodys bent any rules for me. THANKS! LOV U ALLZ! No, i'm not being sarcastic about that.
I find that highly impossible. I had an account a few months after this site was formed, but I went inactive for a while, then ended up asking for it to be canceled.
Inactive time - april 07 - jun 07
I saw the exiled around, but at the time, i was waayyy tooooo busy with jobs and school and such.
I LOVE YOU! I WANNA HAVE YOUR CHILDREN!
Just so u know, I was making a Gilmore Girls reference. Lorelai said that once when Christopher saved her from boring old ladies. XD
Bad! Bad Oniiche! No Real Names!
I shall help.
Yup
Auctually u werent. a few months ago or something there was a conference between me, PA, and i think Xo and RPG, and he told me when his birthday was, and i put it in my calendar. Yes, I have had student planners since i was 5 or 6.
I don't want to know.
Auctually, I might be able to come up with something. I'm pretty close to a few people in high places, and maybe they can fight on our side too. I;m sure they'd love to help me.
And you....
>.>.
Yesh, mine and SS's
Okay, now for my... stuffz.
Now, I know that I am not that valued around here. Let's face it, at first, all I did was spam, and now I rarely ever post. But trust me, alot had changed from when I first joined KHI years ago. But to tell you the truth, in all my life, the most change that i've ever been through in my entire life, has been in the last few months. Since I joined the Exiled. PA can vouch for me a bit, when we made up, i gave him a sincere and honest apology, and not once in the entire conversation we had that day was I random. I may not know alot about all of you, but I do know myself.
I've had a traumatic past. I'm not afraid to say it out loud. WHen i was younger, if i did something that my stepdad didnt like, he'd hang me by the neck and almost strangle me. I slept under tiny school chairs. But most of all, I've always been loved by everyone around me. This past week at camp, I was talking to one of the councilers, and she said that all week, she's seen my eyes just sparkle. I guess, all my life, I've been able to see the exact truth of things. And guess what? All my life, I've ignored it. I've known it was the truth, but I didn't want to face the truth. I ran from it. I can say that everyone here has helped me in a way. But I really have to give my thanks to PA. You know why? He's let me vent to him, and then when I was done, he made me face the facts, in a way that didnt scare me. In a way that made me see that there will always be good and bad in the world, but the going through bad things are worth getting the good experience out of them, and that the good things are always there, you just have to look for them.
Now, on a slightly related note, I remember -I think it was 2 christmas's ago, or something like that- that I was watching the final fantasy XIII Versus trailer on my I-Pod Video, and there was a quote from William Shakespear. I called my sister Lexus and was like, "Lexus! Lexus! You have to see this!" and she was tired and replied "WHat is it kelly?" and I said. "I was watching the trailer for Final Fantasy XIII Versus, and it has a quote from William Shakespear in it that reminded me of something!" and she says. "First of all Kelly, It's so late at night. Where are you? Second of all, You say this as if you dont watch some random final fantasy or kindom hearts thing everyday. Thirdly, Who is William Shakespear? and Fourthly, What did it remind you of." I was so excited about my discovery that i set aside her rudeness and didnt even notice that she didnt know who William SHakespear was and said excitedly. "The quote is, 'Nothing is either good or evil, but thinking makes it so.'" "and?" Lexus said. She was still tired. I relayed to her a story from when I was little. A memory that I later described a week later when she told our friends at school about it as ‘A memory that either God or I had locked away in the deepest dephs of my memory, so that when the time was right, I would remember it, and I could tell others of these glorious moments.’ This is the story I told her.
When I was younger, I used to read in the dark. When I was four years old, we went to visit my cousins on my step-dad's side, because my mom was pregnat with Dylan. While my uncle Jay and his wife congratulated her, I sat alone and pouted. I was bored. My cousin was around 12-17 years old at the time and she was a mystery to me. She seemed so much older! I went into her room and said 'Hi' to her, and was about to sit down on her bed when I was distracted by a bookshelf. I walked over to the shelf and she laughed. "Are you interested in books Kelly?" she asked me. I nodded excitedly, like it was christmas. She picked me up and sat me down on her bed. “I don't think you can read my books. I think they're too hard for you.” she said. I stood up and put my hands on my hips. 'I can read anything!' I exclaimed. She laughed. SHe could tell that I wouldnt be dispursuaded, so once again, she picked me up. But this time, she walked over to the book shelf. “What kind of things do you like to hear or read about Kelly?” she asked me. I giggled and replied, “Tell me the things you have books about.” She smiled and said, “I have books about monsters, books about witches and wizards-” I cut her off there. “I want to read the one about witches and wizards.” She pulled Harry Potter and The Sorcers Stone from the bookshelf and sat down on her bed, with me in her lap. She opened the book, and started to read, but I stopped her. “Let me do it.” I said. “Okay, lets try.” She said. And I started to read. I woke up a few hours later. It was time to leave, and I wanted to take the book with me, but my cousin wouldn’t let me. “It’ll be our little secret” she said. I giggled. “Okay.” I whispered. I gave her a hug, and we left. When I was 5, at my daycare, they wanted to read Harry Potter, and I recognized it, but couldn’t quite remember where I had read it when my teacher read it aloud to the class. My mom came in the middle of the reading and said, “Guess what Kelly? I have a surprise for you.” I was told that I would be starting at the daycare my brother was at, and for a moment, I was ecstatic, but then I said, “Mom, I don’t want to go to daycare with Dylan.” My mom turned around and looked at me. “Why not? You’ve been begging me forever to be able to go to daycare with Dylan again.” She said. “Mom, I don’t want to go because I want to hear the rest of the book.” “What book? You know what, never mind. I know you want to see your brother everyday, so how about I buy you the book.” I grinned. She took me to barnes and nobles and when I showed her what book it was, she was surprised. “Kelly, I don’t think you can read this.” She said. “It’s too big for you.” I smiled, remembering what my cousin had said. “No it’s not. And if I cant read it, then you can read it to me.” I said. So my mom bought me the book, and I went to daycare with Dylan. About a week later, my mom was picking me and Dylan up from Daycare and I said to her. “Mom, theres something wrong with this book.” “What is it?” she asked. “It’s not right. It says theres a good and an evil. But there isn’t. To Harry, who is the good in the book, Voldemort is the evil. But if you switch it around, than Voldemort thinks he’s on the good side, and Harry is on the evil side.” My mom didn’t reply for a while, then she called my dad. He said to me, “What about Star Wars?” “What Vader did had to be self justified.” I said. Nobody knew how to answer me.
This week at camp I remember relaying a different story to them. In short, I told them about all of you. I said how nobody seemed to believe anything I said like “Ive tested and been place above college graduate academic level.” However, everyone at camp has known me since I was little, and every one I told about the testing said, “Now that doesn’t surprise me one bit. You’ve always been smart.”
Now, I’m sorry, but this just doesn’t feel right at all. This is just a bump in the road, and we all need to get past it. You said it yourself PA, you guys have worked 3 years on this. I remember the confusion I had. Everyday when I got on there was a new post in a create a member thread. Of course, I didn’t ever look further into it, but the thought of a group of people, seemingly working hard on something, vastly intrigued me.
PA, the thought of you quitting hurts the most. You’re the one who told me that I cant just give up. And I believed you. You’re letting one small obstacle show you up. If anything, in my opinion, this thing with the deletion of CAM, we should use it as a thing to go ahead and say “Hey, If KHI doesn’t want us here, that means that they don’t think we’re doing a very good job, and even though they’re stuck up, when we look at it, they’re right. We haven’t done much storyline wise in a while. Hey, we need to work harder on it.” Seriously guys, just quitting isn’t the answer. We’re supposed to be constant, and never give up. Perservere. We can find a new way to work on it all, and we can try to work together better, but we shouldn’t just quit.
I feel stupid because I have to tell you guys this. I’ve looked up to all of you. At camp, we had a meeting where we got up, and we said what we’re grateful for, who we look up to and why, that sort of thing. In my testimony thing, I said, “Here at girls camp, it kind of feels like a nice change. For once I’m not surrounded by guys. Don’t get me wrong, It’s fun hanging around them. But still, all of us girls here can hang on to one another and look up to eachother. While the 1st years can look up to their councilors, the counsilors can look up to the first years as well. Sometimes, when we’re back home, and away from all this church setting, it’s hard to think of qualities that people have that make us want to look up to them, but everyone, member or non member, has a reason you should look up to them. I know a guy in this one club I’m in” (heres a reference to the exiled, and MM) “And he’s seventeen years old. He’s not a member, and when we think of most non member guys that are seventeen, we thing of crazy parties, beer, and other such things, but just barely knowing him, I can say that I look up to him. He’s not one of the ones like that, and I used to tease him about it and called him fifty years old and no fun, because, you know, he’s so serious and down to earth. But lately, certain events have made me think long and hard. I’ve always been able to see the real truth of the world, and I’ve always run away from it. With my old friends, all I did was have fun and party, and I’m lucky doing school work for my grade level requires about 5 seconds of attention for an over achieving A++, because if I wasn’t smart, just average, and I did the same thing, I’d probably still be in second grade. But, when I think of him now, as the new slightly mature Kelly –Because at girls camp, we’re all a little crazy, so it’s exused slightly- I think ‘Wow, this guy’s really got it right. Unlike most 17 year olds, He’s down to earth and serious.’ If we just look we can find something in everyone that is a quality worthy of striving to acieve in ourselves and our daily lives. And when I say this, I realize, that we don’t look further than 5 minutes and if we don’t like someone after that, then we move on. But we need to try harder than that. Get to know someone and find a quality you want to develop in them. Maybe even ask them for help…” and it is continued. You guys, WAKE UP! It’s simple really. We just need to figure out what we can do to fix this! At camp there was a lady who was talking about the pioneers, and she said that the prophet said that it was a Thrilling Emergency for them to move again, even though they had just settled. This week’s given me lots of time to think, especially because literally every day I was in the nurses office for an hour or two with something else every day. And that whole time I was thinking “It was really nice of everyone in the exiled to sort of take me in. All I did was disappoint them and spam. How can I make it up to them?” and then I come back, anxious and thinking “Oh My GOD! I finally get internet acess! I can finaly make it up to them!” and I get home, look on the forums, and what is it that I find? I find that I am disappointed. You guys can think of this as a thrilling emergency! It’s thrilling because we all have to work hard and fast because it’s an emergency!
Guys, if you give up, I hate to say it, but even the old random me would be superior to you in a way. Ask anyone I know. I never give up. Never. I think that’s how I got spoiled. I drove everyone else into the brinks of insanity so I could get what I wanted.
Three other things.
First, what do you guys think of The New Organization as another Exiled rival? Just a random thought I had this week, but hey, it might actually result in some progress.
Second, I know that I’m weird because now when I do something, you guys are surprised, but you aren’t because I always do something you think I cant do. Well, I’m gonna be working on my Young Women’s Personal Progress Individual Worth Value Projects, and theres like 5 of them that I have to spend 10 hours on. Though, knowing me, I could probably finish it in a week… Anyways, I’mma be doing that, so I’ll be a slightly bit more distracted than usual. Not by much, though- Oh WAIT! Breaking Dawn Midnight Release Party next Friday, I’m going with a whole bunch of people, and I have to like, get a costume, and distract Athena and Samantha from my various L goodies, because my friend Kaitlyn (I call her cait sith) ‘s birthday is in a week, and I promised her I’d get her a whole bunch of L stuff, and then I have to re read twilight, new moon, and eclipse for the gazillionthbazillionth time before the first. So… Yeah… and I have to help Athena jack a silver Volvo with Jaspers Jazz hands (be afraid, be very afraid) too, and a whole bunch of other random crap, so, yeah…
Oh yeah, and I’ll be wwwaaaaayyyyy busier now. Cheerleading starts on Monday…
Third, I am brave enough to post a girls camp song that will make NI kill me. So here it is just to lighten the mood:
The princess Pat (echo)
Lived in a tree (echo)
She sailed across (echo)
The seven sea’s (echo)
She sailed across (echo)
The channel too (echo)
And she brought with her (echo)
A Riga bamboo (echo)
A Riga bamboo (echo)
Now what is that (echo)
It’s something made (echo)
By the princess Pat (echo)
It’s a red and gold (echo)
And a purple too (echo)
That’s why its called (echo)
A Riga bamboo (echo)
Now captain jack (echo)
Had a mighty fine crew (echo)
He sailed across (echo)
The channel too (echo)
His ship did sink (echo)
And so will you (echo)
If you don’t take (echo)
A Riga bamboo (echo)
A Riga bamboo (echo)
Now what is that (echo)
It’s something made (echo)
By the princess Pat (echo)
It’s a red and gold (echo)
And a purple too (echo)
That’s why its called (echo)
A Riga bamboo (echo)
Oh yeah, and heres something you guys might enjoy:
I can dance
Like a dusk
Cause I play Kh too much
People always step on me
That is why I’m cracked you see
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
Oh and RPG, I made this for u:
Twilight fan
Over here
I’ll scream Edward in your ear
Jacob fans, Trample me
That is why I’m cracked you see
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
I’m a nut
Oh yeah… Yes, I know camp’s changed me, but is it for the better, or the worse? (Dun dun DUUHUHUHUH) Oh yeah, I shaved marluxia’s hair and made it into a scarf.
I have pics and vids. Post them l8r
We are the fan girls
The crazy fan-girls
We love our Edward
Buh-Buh-Bye Jacob
RPG *winkwink* SINGGGG! XD
Okay, and one last thing. Memory 90 second version on the .hack liminality & legend of the twilight bracelet thingah is creepy, but it reminds me of thhe exiled. Oh yeah. Out of a possible 45 in archery, I scored 30. “HIT THE TARGETTTTTT!” XD
OMG. And there was this HUGE spider and I was screaming and the only thing that got me to shut up for any amount of time was the yummy grape soda they had. Then I had sugar rush though…
Ah well, I hav tons of great stories from camp, inclding Mutinous ones. I felt like Jack Sparrow… I owuldve felt like Elizabeth, but I’m smart… XD
Oh haha, and the girls in my cabin lost their shoes and someone (>.>) ‘found them all and started singing Shoes because she had chocolate pudding.
Oh yeah, and while I was sugar high, like they found this spider, and every one started screaming, and though I have a aracnophobia worse than all of theirs but I wasn’t screaming because the sugar messed me up, and our councilor walks in and is like, “What was that?” and they’re like, “There was a spider!” and they’re all looking at it and one of them is like, “Is it dead?” and my councilor says, “You guys probably gave it a heart attack.” And then I was like “40 SECONDS! ITS DEAD! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! THE DEATH NOTE CAN KILL SPIDERS TOOO!”
And then there was the Yaoi Paddle incident. And the Batman incident. And the scary stories incident. And the Fly incident. And the Dark thing incident. And the slip and slide incident. XD that was hilarious. And archery was pretty funny too. Oh and then there was the Jynx Daxic thing, that was the most talked about thing around camp. Hahahaha. That was funny. Jynx. Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahha. Oh and the funnies ones are the oens of what they did to get me to wake up and what I said in my sleep and stuff…
Okay I hope you realize that I’m just trying to lighten the mood now… Hahahaha. The search for Liminality. |
07/27/08, 02:30 AM
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